the games of League i played with cabin girl. i tried to do well and failed miserably.
i'm celebrating the new year in December for a few reasons. firstly, i'm broke asf. i have nothing going on besides work - i'm a bit estranged from my family currently, i don't have any plans with friends for the holidays, and my boyfriend is working a lot. so with nowhere to go and no money to spend, i'm just spending my time prepping for 2025.
i fought for (and got) a very big raise for the next year. like, more than i think i should be making lol. i have a ton of debt from the RL and believe it or not, it really does follow you. even onto the Net. so, i'm hoping to knock a bunch out of that out in the next year. i also want to save to help my boyfriend out. his car sucks, and unless i figure out how to turn into a real girl and a mechanic, my best bet is just helping with costs.
for the new year (+ december), i want to start working on myself a bit, too! i've always been a bit allergic to therapy, but i want to take the big plunge. after my cabin trip, i definitely spiraled a bit. looking back, it was a lot of melodramatic nonsense. but that doesn't discount that it happened and i felt poorly, so i'd like to learn how to be normal LOL.
hopefully, i'll also get some legal name change stuff figured out. a former Texan, they banned gender marker changes in the midst of my ~trans revelation~. i wasn't out before i delved into the Net, so i never got a chance to actually look at changing my name. i've read through all the documents and i don't think it would be an issue, but i don't know how it would work in practice. i hope their courtroom has good wifi for my laptop, unless they want to see 480p Jordan.
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